maybe cause it's friday?
i have contacts
and people have been telling me they look good
and even if they might just be saying that
it feels really great
and i actually feel pretty
and i keep looking at myself in the mirror
and i'm like "whoa, i look nice"
which i hardly evey felt when i wore glasses
so even if i'm not actually pretty
i feel that way
and i like how good i feel
plus i've gone to the gym all week
and used an elliptical for at least 50 minutes each day
and i feel healthy
except i'm also feeling kinda sick
so i'm taking the weekend off
and tomorrow we're going maple-sugaring
which i've been looking forward to since february
and today i had hot chocolate with elise
at this place on green street, l.a. burdick's
and it was amazing
i was on an elliptical for more than an hour today
and even though i had the hot chocolate at like 4:30
and it's 7:30 now
and that's all i've had since lunch today
i'm still full.
it was the best thing i've ever had to drink.
i felt like a mayan or aztec goddess.
it was really rich, but not too rich
and had delicious earthy undertones.
i am just so happy right now.